Self Awareness

Can you imagine what its like to feel like you need to get over your child because she won't be in your life every day? The only way to evade self-destruction is to eliminate the cause of pain. Why is it that for me to succeed at becoming a better father, I need to distance my emotions from the only person in the world I want to be near?

Truth?

It sucks to realize, as the words you speak are coming out of your mouth, that the truth you are speaking is only the truth to you. It sucks to realize that you may in fact be lying to yourself every time you open your mouth. It sucks because how can you know that what you think and say are absolutely true? How can you be sure that the events you describe happened the way you remember? It's enough to make you want to have a mental health professional walk around behind you with a notepad and an "mmhmm" on his lips.

I want to live in a world with complete understanding of absolute truth.